i am sad 

i am sad because i thought you owned me 

it´s been more than a year and your stain´s still on me 

i´ve done all i could, i even didn´t rush thrue 

it - is all i have the strength to push thrue 

life is hard when you heart is on pause 

tried to feel it all then not to feel at all 

and nothing seems to help 

so i write and cry and smoke and soothe it out 

all a that just not to fall back 

i´m an addict you ma product