Floundering attempts at making some sort of sense

Striving for significance

In a universe that will not give a shit

The myth of Sisyphus

Authenticity is important but I'm not sure who I am anymore

I'm at the point now where I'm also doubting who I was before

The arbitrary nature of thought leaves me alone and paranoid

Synonyms for a void

Nobody belongs

Time brings invalidation

Find selfish solace

In mutual trepidation

The absurd condition of human existence

A struggle to embrace

I do not get the point that I'm supposed to miss

The passive submission or preferred resistance

Just give me breathing space

The meaning I used to find

Over-analysed, displaced

Dispense your goals and actions into something trivial

Pick apart pointless projects

My brain sings with vitriol

I don't reflect, I destroy with thinking

The examined life is not worth living

Look at my sad life in detail

And you'll see it is a comedy

Sometimes I wish I was a goat