4 AM Morning Thoughts


I woke up this morning after a strange dream. 
I had kissed a beautiful girl at the beach, a girl i didn't know.
She just appeared in my dreams and my first thought when opening my eyes was " where did i see that person so that my brain decides to put her in my dream ? Is it someone i saw on instagram by accident ? Is it my soumate ? " 
But i've had countless of dreams like that.
Dreams where you meet strangers and never see them again even though you felt some kind of connection with them.
I also saw my grandpa. 
A person i haven't seen in years after he died in 2011, i was 11. 
Why do my brain keep taking me to see places and people I miss then make them disappear for a while before making me meeting them again. 
Do you also have those kind of places, like your village, a forest, a house, that once in a while you visit in your mind ? Is it our subconscious that made those places, is it the visual form of our souls ? 
After having all those thoughts I wanted to watch the sunrise but the sky was cloudy and you could only see the light reflecting on the mountains across the valley. I haven't had the chance to see the pink, orange, and purple of that moment today. 
But it's fine, there are many days to come. Cloudy and Sunny ones too.