I am deceived - I walk by illusions

                                                   and illusions

                        trying to wake up

                                                   from a dream

                                                                        they whispered.

I am deceived - I walk

                                 by ruins and ruins

of dishevelled oceans

                                - false lightnings

                                                          crossing my head.

I may

           BURN

                       on the shore - my eyes remain calmly

                                                                                 vague

through the agony

                            of boredom.

Emptied arms

                       around my body. Lazy words,

untruthful days and nights. Uncanny streams - my hand

reaching out to...

I can't

           be unconcerned

                                    though I'm not the One.

Look! Still the Sun

revolving

              through the apathy. Look. Vanishing waving,

vanishing selves. I must be washed out

                                                           by all that daylight.

I can't see. I can't think. But I suppose

                                                         that I am

- I don't know what,

which meaning, which persona.

            what am I

                                          for you.

Am I cleansed 

or consumed

                      or cured?

There's no guilty breaths

                                     of being - my dear

but still I am afraid

of Nothingness

of Numinous

                              that inhabit

                                                     my chest - my inner sky.

I walked over and over

                                   halls of crushed glass

leading to...

I have no idea

                       which delight

                       would be my ruin

                               and my rise.              Beyond illusions

or scattered selves - forgotten words... I am going

from place to place

happier

                                         and elated

towards the Unknown.