« We accept the love we think we deserve. »

Ok but the attitude of the person who i care the most make me think I don’t deserve it. I don’t know why. 
They’re so sarcastic about me or they don’t pay any attention like i do for them, and it hurts a lot.
« Maybe you expect too much from them, no? »  COMPLETELY NOT I’M DONE OF JUSTIFYING ME EVERYTIME TO PEOPLE WHO CAN’T UNDERSTAND. 
I just expect to be tolerated and loved, not to be direspected by them. 
« You care too much » 
They don’t know what it is to be abandoned and hit by those that supposed to raise you. Ra*ed i guess but that somebody else again 
Certainly, I learned lessons from the past and i don’t think asking too much. Not even money, just peace. Peace-minded too ahah.

Have a good night folks, hope that you’re not a mess